I went to a retirement party tonight for a fellow teacher. It's really great for her to be retiring after 40 years of teaching, but we will miss her. She was a great teacher and is a good person.

I didn't really feel like taking my meds last night. Even the thought of counting them out made me feel tired. I don't know why, it just did. I did take everything though they were difficult to swallow. It had been a busy day and there were too many things going on so maybe that was it. Lately I have been very anxious about driving anywhere. I'm concerned we'll get into an accident. This is especially true when we leave DS at home. I worry what would happen to him if something happened to us. I guess that's a good thing since before I thought it wouldn't matter to him if something happened to me. Anyway, I'm feeling better today and now if I can just get through the next week of school.

Temperature's rising

It's 84 degrees in the office today. We thought the cooler weather outside might help, but it hasn't. Sometimes I do things that are so stupid. A student came in to hook a keywording machine to a computer, but I couldn't find a place to put it on the computer. When I went to ask J. he carefully unplugged the wrong end and plugged in the right end. Oh well, that's the way it goes sometimes. We had a weird and wicked lightning bolt last night. It hit something one road over. It came out of nowhere, no thunder, no rain, just this bolt so strong, it made the house shake. It hit something one road over and produced smoke, but no problems at our house, besides the ringing ears and hastened heartbeat. We are supposed to have more storms today, which I'm hoping hold off until the guys finish up at Six Flags.

Summer is here!?

With the advent of warm weather, the heat is gradually rising in the library and the office. It is up to 84 degrees today in the office and not much cooler outside. The temperature is expected to be lower tomorrow so we may catch a break. Everybody who comes in complains which doesn't help. Right now I just want teh day to end. I had very strong urges to cut last night, but I didn't. I seem to be uptight about something, but I am not sure what. Even my asthma is acting up. Working out this afternoon may help, though I dread the heat. Well, back to work.