Well, two more parts of my life fell apart tonight. My son, my beautiful brilliant son, has pretty much decided to drop out of college. He had a lot of trouble earlier this semester and apparently dropped three of his four courses. He kept the one he felt he could still pass. His plans are to get a full time job and to try to work with a brewery, an area his finds interesting. I realize he was so relieved to finally tell me, he was unloading his burden and I believe it is important that I not show my disappointment. I will eventually get used to it. I really do want him to be happy and hopefully he will be on his way.
Then my husband and I started discussing things. I walked into it, but basically it boiled down to these things:
He wants me to see naturopaths for my disorders.
He wants me to see a dietician for my diet and to help me lose weight
He finds me unattractive right now because I weight too much and would rather not touch me.
My mother wants me back the way I was 25 years ago
He thinks I am looking him up to see if he is having an affair, which couldn't farther from the truth.
I guess I really need to look at what is going on in my life and somehow get it all arranged.
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