Having a really hard time about cutting. It started last night after I saw my PCP. I don't know if it was nerves about seeing him and the possibility of him seeing my scars or what. Seeing Camelot did not help. It is a great program, but it rinsed me of my childhood and the fantasies I had and then the character of Morgan cut herself. But urges have continued this morning. Making it even worse is the fact that I am wearing a 3/4 sleeve shirt and have covered my arm with an Ace bandage. But I am starting to feel the panic where I need to cut. I have to use my DBT skills. I'll check in later.


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