I keep thinking that spring is here and then it snows again. I actually saw the first robin of the season about 3 weeks ago, however, it has been so cold that the crocuses are just coming up. Who knows when the tulips will be blooming. BH has brought me flowers a couple of times which has been nice. I have stopped taking the nortryptiline. It has been a couple of weeks and I am having some adjustment problems, not being able to sleep, being a little cranky, but I think things are working out now. I had an EEG and CT scan yesterday. I was really tired because they make you get little sleep so the scans are easier to read with less stimulation. I slept most of the afternoon. I did actually sleep last night. Some of the frustration and tenseness went away with three very small cuts. Not too deep and not long. If I can stick to that every day or so I think it will be ok. I have also lost 7 pounds in about 10 days-must be water weight. I am still going to work out even though I am not sure how much good it does-the weight seems really dependent on the meds. I feel really awake today, not like the past week or so when I have been in a bit of a fog. Today should be good even with the impending snow.