Not so much guilt

I'm feeling better today. One thing I have to remember is that not everything is about me. This has nothing to do with me other than I know her and I need to keep that in mind. I have asked to have her prayed for at tomorrow's church service. I am still not sure if I will meet with n or not. From now on I will refer to bh (beloved husband) and ds (dear son.) If I am really ambitious, I will go to past posts and change them all. (Probably not.) Time for dinner.

For the first time in a week it was not freezing with a cutting wind. We got outside and cleared some brush and hauled it away in our temporary truck. Last Sunday a woman turned left in front of our car and completely wrecked our car. By the end of next week we will have a new one. Probably the same kind of car, but maybe not black. BH wants to get a bigger car because he is so upset about it all. I checked out the new ones they had and there were some different color choices. (I thought bright orange might make it easier to see our car-BH didn't laugh.)

Youth group again tomorrow. We will be working on our understanding of the Lord's prayer. I need to think of questions to ask about it, but I would rather find something else to do. I have made a commitment to read more because I am woefully behind in my reading. I haven't felt motivated to much of anything anymore-I think I have mentioned it before. Dr. S. said I should excercise more and it will help. I had been going to the gym more but I couldn't last week because of the whiplash. Dr. W. said I could go back to any activities I wanted to.

I think tonight I might watch Stargate SG-1 Season 9. I just found out this will be their last season on, so I need to catch up by April to watch all of them. Yes, I am a SciFi geek. DS has started working with the Robotics Club. He is very interested and it is an opportunity to work with live human beings rather than disembodied voices on computer games. He is also working with real engineers and seeing what they do. I am pretty happy tonight-much more so than last night. One day at a time.