I find myself completely obsessed with my psychd. He is all I can think about and cannot control my search for information about him. In spite of my discovery that people can find out who was searching for them, I still needed to look up his family again. I really have to stop.
In other news, I have purchased a whole bunch of make-up. It is all-natural with no chemicals and actually doesn't look too bad. I need to practice putting it on, but I feel a little better about myself by using it. I have not worn it for years and spurned it, but find my interest renewed. I realize I am not getting younger and in spite of my younger looks, I still feel the need to help things along with facial care products.
I have been enjoying the DBT program. I have even done the homework. I feel like it could help me if I keep the tools in mind. I am also ready to go back to work. I need to find something to keep me busy instead of shopping. BH has us on a good track financially and if we keep it up we could have money to use for some repair work that NEEDS to be done. I actually got up today and did some work around the house. It is the first time in a while I have been able to do this. I hope this trend continues.
Happy New Year!
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