I hate them (males that is)

I am feeling very upset with males right now. I am angry with my husband for wanting that thin woman he married, with my son for playing mind games with me, even if he isn't doing it on purpose. I am mad with the doctor for taking so long to call me back and for not returning my feelings (even if I know that he doesn't feel that way toward me). I hate the man who started this whole thing-even though that was years ago and that may not have happened. I just want to cut them all out of my life so I don't have to think about them. (Not really, but I am very angry. I want to stop feeling all these bad things. I tried on clothes today and I am a fat, sweaty disgusting pig. I thought about cutting the belly fat out, but that would still leave the fat legs, behind, arms, etc. I really feeling like damaging something-the computer, books, myself. Something has to give or I will burst.