We went to the memorial service today. I am glad that I did, though it is still hard to believe that he is gone. It seems that he stayed the optimistic, happy person he was. The speaker described his smile-a hallmark of his that I hope I will never forget.
I am so anxious today, I can't even sit still, but it is more than that. I am not twitching like I have from medication, instead I just find that my muscles are moving when I try to sit still. Tomorrow is BH birthday and I really want to do everything for him, but I don't know how I can. I'm going to take my medicine and go to bed and try to do things tomorrow.
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