I have finished physical therapy which is good because my shoulders are in great shape and there will be no more afternoon appointments. However, it also means I won't get to see the PT anymore. As I described earlier he was really hot. Dark looks with a nice face and beautiful eyes. Slim, but not too much with a great ass and wonderful warm strong hands. (I got the opportunity to spend some time checking him out today.) I know it is just the obsessive BPD thinking, but he has conveniently forgotten to let go of my hands several times when he finished working and the hug I got as a goodbye today was also nice.
I behaved myself for the whole time, but now the things I am thinking and feeling. Oooh. Maybe tonight there won't be any nightmares. I just feel so guilty because I haven't felt this way towards BH in a long time. Wow. That's it.